I realized that I have lots of bad tendencies. Bad tendencies like watching all these tv shows when I feel like I can’t face my fears. Fears like looking at/into myself. Myself as in the kind of person I am.
The list goes on.
I guess a lot of us are realizing our own bad tendencies. I wish I could fix mine and become a better person/Christian. Christian before person. Christian = person.
October 9, 2008 at 7:19 am |
I read this entry and it hit me hard ‘cuz I think I feel the same way.
October 10, 2008 at 7:13 pm |
chin up jennay. we all struggle with that. each of us has something we hate about ourselves. so it’s hard to love ourselves for our shortcomings and weaknesses. but the crazy thing is that God loves us anyway. HE loves us not for who we are, but DESPITE who are. It’s pretty amazing to behold if you think about that for a little bit.
Understand that God loves you. You’re His beloved child, flaws and all
He just wants your love back. And in love, pray. Pray for change, pray for growth, pray for everything. God listens. And He’ll answer. He’s good!
hang in there buddy. i’ll pray for you